This summer I had the most amazing 5 weeks of my life. I spent it in Guatemala on an internship at a Mal-Nutrition center (see my other blog - http://twisteroffate.blogspot.com/) Wow. It was fantastic. Now I am home getting settled and starting a new chapter in my life. This year I am sure will be full of new experiences, new people, new worries yet hopefully holding on the the old relationships I have with my friends and family. They are the most important to me. When I got back home this summer one of the first questions anyone would ask me is "Ella, When are you going back!?" or "Do you think you will be back soon?" And up until this moment, I honestly couldn't tell them. I didn't know. Would I love to go back. YES! One of my greatest friends are there and the woman who were so good to me are there. I love it there. And yet why I couldn't bring myself to just tell all the people that asked "YES! I am going as soon as I can!" is still a mystery. In fact, there still is a little part of me that is reluctant to say that... I don't know why though.
That is the point of this blog, for me to look deeper into myself and be able to answer questions like that, It is my hope that I will be able to know myself in a more entire way, to learn what it is exactly that I want.
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